Went to see different doctors for more opinions. The estimated healing has increased to 6 months or 8-9 months. I don't mind if they will do the operation again to speed it up.
Usually standing in the yard and try to catch the morning sun to start the leaning actions.. right, left or forward.. with the help of herbal pad, the sore has improved a lot. I also noticed when I did the massage on the knee side, I will massage the 四方肌 a lot. Doctor told me I have to massage this place to help future walking without the crutch. This is kind of proving that all actions has it's meaning. A lot of times it's well beyond our knowledge.
Freind gave me the tapes of Dr. 許添盛 about賽斯theory. I am listening to it a lot during the drive to work. The sickness is a reflection from the deepest of your spritual life, even the accident.. although I dived on my own will??, who knows. There is something in my mind that I need to dig through. I am gradually used to the sudden change from the very active life to sitting at home and still find the time is not enough. Many books to read and I have a new keyboard to play the music with.
My relationship with my mother in law and sister in laws is at the best status now. Sister in law is a Chinese medicine doctor and she is the one I count on a lot. All the old problems come back these days, allergy, bladder, even bad diziness (this never happened before).. she is the one to give me the treatment with pad, herbal medicine, archipunctual, etc. For this, I am blessed. My son came home last weekend, we had very good conversation and enjoyed the time together. I will be nice to my husband from his next trip home. He'll be home more often now as the assignment is in both Taiwan and China.